so i've been rather happy since the problems were sort of gone these few days but dislike how things work. there comes another prob. maybe i dont call it a prob, it just hangs on my mind.
i know it's impossible but i cant help feeling this way. why do i always have to be unhappy over u? i really want to get out of this
2c '08 dedications here
#1 eemin
yo :D i realise i seldom talk to u but we do chat some times, dont we? although mostly, it would be abt school stuffs haha. n u were once my tablemate, a real sweet tablemate. i still rmb u lent me tissue ppr when i cried. thanks for all that, ure really nice. n sorry cuz i may have bored u out those times without chattin much. anw, i'll rmb u. rmb me too? friends forever!
#2 Queenie choong
hi there the vain one! always see u in the hall toilet combing ur hair for a long long x100 time n i'd wait for u eh? wad a great buddy=D jk. i wont ever see u without a comb in ur pocket. maybe making urself always ready to date with xiao M. oops i didnt say anything. n rmb the times we boarded 963 tgt with ml and my, it was real fun but out of the blue they would take their books out to read =.= anw, i will miss you when we go separate class nxt yr. i will miss the gal chats, the lesing and the love. hope to see u in the hall toilet again! <3
#3 Esther
hiyo! the most enthu one in class! despite being so high most of the time, i see u emoing sometimes. i think ur a lil emotional right? like me haha. but i enjoy seeing u bring fun & laughter to 2c when we were all sian. i would be different without u. ure 1 register in before me so we would talk sometimes aft exams. exams so sian ma! lols. i wont forgt u de. hugs!!
#4 Sirui
me lol.
#5 Weiting
ure such a quiet girl la maybe i'm too. but anw, its fun talking to u. ure 1 reg. aft me so we'd also chat at times aft boring tests. still rmb both of us forgt to write our compo no during the HCL ppr1? luckily the tcher allowed us to write aft the test n we were saved =) btw, u write profiles very neatly and nicely lol. hope to see u again nxt time! fwens 4eva!
#6 Shihua
wow. u seem so smart haha but sometimes abit too quiet la. well, u dont really "not fit in the class alot" i can see u beginning to talk more and have more close friends thats good. sometimes i'd try to talk more with u luh but dont know how to continue the conversation cos i not very close with u yet. but nvm, we'll have more chances. n i'm happy to know u too! i'll rmb u.
#7 Meiling
this si3 bian4 tai4. i wont evr forget how u bullied me de okay! fancy me doin the same thing to u! u btr watch out when u see me nxt time haha. if u rmb how i pushed u into the drain u'll know btr than to bully me =P anw, lets come back to the point. despite u always yi3 da4 qi1 xiao3 and our catfights, i love u man. ure a great friend & a wonderful chairperson. U’re very friendly and I’ve nvr seen u angry through these 2 yrs. I feel very happy to be friends with u & I feel sad that we wont be in the same class nxt yr… thanks for everything and I love the drawing haha :D p.s how did u know I used colgate? Lolx
#8 Ching hun
hey NPCC! haha. yes, indeed many things have happened to us during yr 1 and some were not as good. but i've already forgotten them. wads most impt is to cherish the good memories. i'm glad to know u as a friend. even though we dont chat alot, its nice having u there in class. and dun worry, i wont forgt u and i'll try to say hi to u when i see u fall in :D hope u dont get scolded! love ya!
#9 XiuHui
everyone say u’re like a madwoman and I agree hahaha XP jk la. But despite being so crazy most of the time, I feel very high being with u, zy and Shirley everytime when we were tgt, u would crack dumb and super sick jokes to make us laugh. Thanks for being the sort of light in my life. U’re like a comedy, making me happy most of the time. Through these 2 yrs, I’ve also learned a lot from u la, sicko. Like how to bully Shirley and meiling =.= hope we can gang up and bully Shirley tgt nxt yr!! No matter what, I love u lots. We’re bestfriends 4eva! <3!
#10 Paola
hey sweetie! I’ve not been so close to u these years but still, u’re a good friend. U look very helpful and friendly but heard that u often complain XD? Lols. Maybe we’re the same- wolf in sheep’s clothing. Oh no! I’m not lol =) anw, I also wish to say this to u: I’m always ur friend too. Hope that u can get into the same class as ur clique and all the best!
#11 PengCheng
lol. Pckia. U’ve changed a lot since sec 1. I rmb we were once sort of close. Durin the start of yr 1, we talked quite a lot about tons of random stuffs. It was real nice chattin with u but somehow, we drifted apart. Honestly, during the mid yrs in yr 1, I thought u were quite overbearing or sth like that but till now, u became loads friendlier and nice to be with. It’s great to see that. Hope to be friends with u foreva =)
#12 Kailun
hey, I’m nt so close to u too but it doesn’t matter right? Haha. U’re quite nice to talk to I suppose since I don’t really know u well la but I can see u’re responsible in ur work huh. =) maybe we can talk more when we see each other nxt time. Friends for a day, friends forvever.
#13 Shirley
heyys Shirley. Love the class pic u gave me :D through these 2 yrs, I can say that u’re my closest friend in 2c and in my life. I’ve nvr met a gal like u. so boycrazy and yet so fun to be with haha. I like to share secrets and chat with u, discussing abt relationaships x_X lol. I just want to say, u have been a wonderful friend to me and the first friend I made in 2c too! With u, xh and zy around, school is not that boring. Thanks too, for being my bestie, being with me through thick and thin, giving me a listening ear to my secrets, giving me fun and loving me XD I love u foreva and ever.
#14 cheryl
yo ex-table mate. Actually, not counted as tablemate. I just swopped place with mk. Haha. I love making poems with u man so funny. Still rmb the “mk & wr using sticks to hit each other”? lols. Quite lame la but whats nice is the process. Although I don’t know u well, we’re still friends forever. Wish u good luck nxt yr!
#15 Meiyu
haha. People call u obasang but I don’t knw why la. Frankly, I don’t think u look like one :D dunno why I’m so kind to say this xP haha. I love taking bus with u guys so that my return journey wouldn’t be so boring. If not, I’ll have to bear the 45 mins like u. anw, it’s 45 min for u? so short? Lol. I found out ure very talkative and violent after interacting with u a few times. Lol, meiyu so strong ah? It’s nice being friends with u but a pity we wouldn’t be in the same class nxt yr. U must rmb me kay? Rmb my dad drove u home once? Rmb that one favour ah! U must return me that favour 1 day… XD
#16 Carissa
yo. I’m not close to u too so I don’t really know much abt u. but I can see that u like horror shows a lot. Like the one u told us in yr1, when I was sitting behind u. it’s called what, the saw? It freaked me out man, how gross. But anw, it’s nice listening to u relating movies haha. Friends forever ha!
#17 Zhi Ying
my divorced laopo haha. No la jk. Did u know I was very sad when I knew we were gonna separate nxt yr? U’re one of my bestfriends in 2c, how could I imagine I am gonna go to school without u in my class nxt yr? I dunt want to leave u zhiying. I finally know why u sound so unhappy while writing my autograph book. Cos u know there’ll be no more of us tgt nxt yr. U wont be there lying on my shoulders, telling me abt hk dramas, chattin abt lame stuffs, maoing me, fooling around and studying with me. I wont see the look of u when u watch shows with ur mouth wide open, I wont hear u sing to me anymore. I will really MISS U, tan zhi ying. I hope to see and hear u more. I want to have u around. I love u man<3. even when the sky collapses, u will always be my bestfriend.
#18 Amanda
AMANDA! Haha, I’ve wrote most of my thoughts in the book I gave u lol. But anw, I want to thank u again, for accompanying me through cca, sharing my secrets and being my bestfriend too =) when I felt very sad due to different reasons, u would give my ur advice abt certain things. When I felt cca was very tiring, u were there to accompany me so to me, it’s not tiring anymore. When I felt there was no one to talk to me, u would be there. And just when I thought there was nobody in the world I can tell abt particular stuffs hidden in my heart, I thought it would be fine telling u. I nvr though that I would tell anyone these secrets but somehow I just did. U really made me feel very secure and “I love u for who u are and also for who I am when im with u”. thanks again ( this is the thousandth time XD) I want to be in the same class as u and we’ll still be seeing each other during cca =) <3 forever.
#19 Zoenin
Naigua watchout! I’m happy to have met u as a friend really. U’re very smart and very nice to chat with. U don’t mind a lot of things that happen around, in a way, you have a big heart haha. It’s fun being with u too, chatting about usain bolt and jiawei de love story lol. And I can see ur a real responsible hist rep. Lol. Digressing. But anw, I hope to be with u nxt yr too so that there’s someone to pass tissue during recess. No la. Kiddin. Love u loads!
i shall post on guys nxt time. love 2c!
sigh. this is the end of 1CRAPPERS'07 and 2CHIDABIAN'08. all the beautiful memories collected these two years seemed to be put to a halt. i dont know how to say but i just have this type of unspeakable feeling lingering in me. i dun seem to get the idea of separation. is it bcos of class chalet? i still feel we are a class, a class filled with crap, fun, jokes, laughter, fooling around, studies, the intense mood during exams, dilligence, excellence, wonder and most significantly, LOVE. all chidabians love 2c as much as i have seen from the huge change in attitude in the guys, as well as some gals (including me?) we all have changed to love 2c more, interact more, be as a class, really bonded with each other just like one soul.
I REALLY LOVE 2C man. now, thinking of it, i dunt believe we're gonna part. well, it's not as if we wont see each other foreva some might say but it'd be totally different. when we meet again, it wouldnt be the same anymore. the person we're crappin with might not be from 2c anymore. i dun wanna part. i dun wanna feel like a stranger seeing 2cian aft we leave each other.
enough of these pessimistic talk perhaps its not gonna be so bad. we are definitely still gonna be a class. most ppl say "its the best class ive ever had" yes. it stands for me too. i believe that the 2c spirit will keep burning in our hearts. we have one goal we have one life. i believe in 2c. maybe most of us will still stay in the class since most of us wants the same subjt combi- triple sci geog but i know of some close friends who are considering others. i understand that i shudnt interfere in their own choice since its according to one's preference. what i can do now is just hope that we'll stay in one class and look forward to class chalet when we can be tgt again. sigh the future stands in a mist but i believe we hold control in this mist.
ok i shall proceed to my results. hmm... well definitely improved from last term. average mark increased by abt 1 mark =.= a pity the marks are counted based on a whole-year scheme or whatever u call it so my overall marks for the whole yr are less than my marks for this term so i shall work harder nxt yr all yr round. not very satisfied with my results but still, a GPA of 3.8. i could've scored better if not for my carelessness >.<
and ive had fun during the 2 class cycling days at East Coast park! for the 1st time in my life i tried to cycle. awkwardly, i spent 1 1/2h trying to gain my balance and therefore get onto the bike =.= but i managed to cycle in 2h or less. haha :D still didnt have a smooth journey cos i often braked due to imbalance. my bike even faulted on the way back. bh had to fix it for me... got home with multiple scratches but shirley injured her toe, eemin and queenie fell and someone said mingkang's toe looked as if it was on the verge of droppin off x_X
on the 2nd class cycling day, i finally managed to ride without any stoppin, yea! but i rode too fast plus the slippery floor due to the rain, i almost banged into the fence. yea almost. at the fateful moment, i stuck my two legs out to brake =.= ended up with a bleeding leg. in fact, i didnt even realise it was bleeding until i reached the jetty and sat there for a few min. still cycled my way back although didnt reach terminal 3.
shall keep further updates till class chalet. 2Chidabian rawks the whole world!