
lol laugh if you feel i'm desperate to heighten my spirits
today is not only my big day, it's a day where i have a chance to thank all my friends. really thanks to all those who are concerned. my friends always seem to know what i need haha, judging from the gifts i received, even though not all
first of all, thanks to shirley and xh for your present but does that mean i have to dump away my bun? xD
amanda, that box of choc was yummy! but it caused me 15 min to clear the carpet =.= lol
zy, that girl was so sweet. seems like every year your present is filled with conscientiousness wow
zoenin, lol I'm hungry *stares at the sundae cake*
yantong, that was a pretty earpiece from ur blogshop. even though that wasnt meant for my b'dae, it still counts ;)
it is really heartwarming to know how my 2C mates still rmb my birthday and i'm happy to receive your presents. (there are more to come =)
the 2c memories have not yet been erased. even though we have all progressed to yr 3, we're still like the old bunch when hanging around tgt. I'm really glad that there isnt any awkwardness which ive unduely worried about last yr.
and now, i'm touched by 3c today haha. thanks for the b'dae song and some of ur gifts. 3cutechicks wasnt as dull as i thought it would be in the first day of school. in fact, its a totally different thrilling experience. yea thrilling to listen to all the crap again but anw, i would just like to show my gratitude to 3c <3 (lol c<1. have i been on too much math?)

Edmund O'Neill

what kills is the fact that you think you do
am i being so one-sided?
what's the use of rambiling over here when nobody else knows a thing


what the hell...

the world suddenly seems so vague
and bleak?
is it that ive stressed myself too much
or that im overly concerned over this issue
i feel like im livin my life the wrong way
i dont understand how i always manage to delude myself that things are gonna improve
yea right
and i wonder if i believe that
i seem to know all the roots of this phenomenon (i choose to say)
but i dont have that will to trim it
do i have to push myself again and make myself lethargic?
no
i just have to enjoy my life right now
everything happens for the best~
another self-delusion=.=