Friday, July 17, 2009
5:17 PM
does smiling really make a difference? vicious cycle hmph ><and i'm gonna prove it
Thursday, July 9, 2009
8:10 PM
i'm starting to get tired of many things that's happening. i dont know why i treat things so seriously. perhaps the problems lie with me. i've seen a lotta fb qns asking about how happy you are and everytime i'm trying to dig out some excuse to claim my happiness. i've recognised this problem for a seriously long-enough time but i havent done anything to help it because i dont feel like changing it.its roots have gone but the scar continues to mark its prescence and i havent had enough courage to heal it. and who can i turn to? i really feel i'm a fool. i think i'm a lot luckier than many ppl out there. at least i dont have to deal with a much more traumatic event but yet i'll still get upset over things that're not trivial enough. ppl may feel i'm kind of blessed but its all an empty shell...i want to get out
i dont know why you keep staring at me. that isnt going to help anything and fine i think it's time to get over it if you only know how to stare.
i'm sorry... if only things could change