Wednesday, November 25, 2009
4:14 AM
I thought I would feel hurt, until I realised I didn't.But it is this fact that actually hurts.
On a lighter note, we're still flying off to HongKong despite my sis's close shave to getting H1N1. Luckily I didnt choose the vaccine, or I may be the one with red bumps all over me now. It's not that I dont trust the authorities or something but that doesnt mean I'll volunteer to be a guinea pig. Actually, I dont know if the ordeal is over, since my sis's in isolation.
On an even brighter note, Raymond's singing rocks big time!!!! Hope I can get to see him in HK.
waiting...
for 1st Dec =P but now I've to finish SYPT report. another cruel day
Saturday, November 7, 2009
7:06 PM
lol, it's funny how they "translate" the lyrics.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
1:56 AM
a late post... but I've quite alot of things to post about even though I'm feeling lazy enough to keep procrastinating;)
Firstly, i had my horrifying pioneering test last saturday. i can say that the tester was super nice as most of the passing requirements have been loosened. firelighting was given 20 min instead of 15 but haha, i took 40 min as i just couldnt start the fire. i think my punk was wet that's why the fire kept extinguishing>< the kind tester gave me, cherie and yiyao extra matches but my matches seemed to be faulty anw and wouldnt light no matter how hard i TRY to strike them. In the end, the tester offered us some of his valued cashmerina (or wadever that's called) and my fire finally had some hope. one unlucky day... but i did fairly well for eshelter and ropeladder esp, ropeladder-12 rungs in just 10 min ;P instead of the required 20 min. this is the result after months of backbreaking training.
So, the bottomline is
I PASSED MY PIONEERING TEST lol
in fact, everyone passed
then, ROD was great. we spent quite alot of effort on the souvenirs and esp performance. yiyao's really talented in choreographing dance moves and can still produce such quality performance after the many previous dances. i really love down, and the way jay sean sings it=) he rocks! and we had patrol lunch. played the number game in which one has to finish 10 chips if she guessed the number correctly. i hit the jackpot twice that means 20 chips. eventhough I'm supposedly full from the 20 chips, jingyi still forced a piece of cake down my throat and now I'm getting upset, stomach upset.
and 3C CHALET'09 <3!!!- 4th nov
actually i only went the 2nd day and when amanda, shirley, jasmine and i got to the chalet there was noone there, i almost thought we went to the wrong chalet lol. knocked the door till my knuckles got swollen. most of the ppl were at pastamania.
after that, we planned to cycle but on reaching the rental shop, we realised there were no more bikes available. what's worse, it began to rain. so we walked another 10 min back to the chalet. 4.30, the rain stopped and we started our journey to the rental shop again haha. cycled for only 1 hour and yantong and yunning got lost so we had to walk a long way along the bicycle lane to find them. i walked with amanda and kept complaining about the pain in my legs. talking about that, my legs have been aching a long while since i practiced dance for the whole morning that day, tracked a few km and went cycling after that. at night, after consuming the tasty cup noodles,i played daidi with tsziu, heping and enting. wth, i kept losing to HEPING. i cant believe it but anw, she was nice to suggest walking me out to the entrance with tszkiu. 3c is full of nice ppl =) (i still cant believe I'm thanking heping :/)
lol and now it's the end of school term. got back results. 3.6 is okay but I'm not happy with that. I'm still wondering why i keep getting b4 for la and hcl. i even failed my CID3 eoy
wadeva, just save the crap and work hard next year
lastly, jiayou amanda and yiyao for PLTC tomorrow! (i doubt they'll see this)
Thursday, October 29, 2009
6:16 PM
my blog's really dead and it's the same old thing I'm saying.don't feel like posting nowadays so what if exams are over, can't i just get a damn break? I never knew there would be so many things tying me down for CCA but I know it's gonna be a tough road ahead. CCA's hogging up loads of time but since I'm in, I'll just try my best to bring guides to greater heights with amanda;) people gain some and lose some, this experience may just be an ideal opportunity to hone my leadership skills lol.
still, i dont know why i've been feeling so moody, just nothing appears to cheer me up and i cant gt that smile up my face. What's wrong with me? people always post when they're emo so i shall reserve a post on a lighter note for tomorrow even though it's the last day of school.talking about that, i shall just say that to me, 3C has really been a wonderful class and i'm lucky to be in this class haha. So rock on ppl:D we still have a year ahead to spend lol.
-and i just want to be happy
Sunday, October 25, 2009
7:22 AM
Leona Lewis- Happy
Saturday, September 26, 2009
2:44 AM
finally in my new spacepacking and unpacking is definitely not that desirable
a disastrous act- delayed my sleep till 5 am?!
sigh i really dont feel like moving anymore after i've tried to adapt to the new environment so many times but finally i can get some rest now.
now only. need to mug soon, work's lagging behind for days
i'm really getting worried about exams
hope everything turns out fine =)
Friday, September 11, 2009
10:02 PM
chiong chiong chiong! over with CID yeahs!I'm not gonna say life sucks after my previous post even though i'm on the verge of breaking down.
not really, being optimistic is the key.
life's getting more mundane.
work, revision, work, revision
so what i can do is to dig some entertainment through this routine.
oh right
i just lost the piece of artwork i painstakingly produced and I'm not getting crazy over that
2 hours gone ><><><
whatever
and there are potholes down the paquet according to my sis. hahaha
Monday, August 24, 2009
2:39 AM
i feel really happy today despite the la essay test.for no particular reason i guess
it's just that i suddenly realised life could be so beautiful if you see it in a positive outlook.
actually, i should just cherish what i possess now instead of hounding on what isn't mine.
My life's fantastic and it's gonna remain that way :)
I never gave up
Friday, July 17, 2009
5:17 PM
does smiling really make a difference? vicious cycle hmph ><and i'm gonna prove it
Thursday, July 9, 2009
8:10 PM
i'm starting to get tired of many things that's happening. i dont know why i treat things so seriously. perhaps the problems lie with me. i've seen a lotta fb qns asking about how happy you are and everytime i'm trying to dig out some excuse to claim my happiness. i've recognised this problem for a seriously long-enough time but i havent done anything to help it because i dont feel like changing it.its roots have gone but the scar continues to mark its prescence and i havent had enough courage to heal it. and who can i turn to? i really feel i'm a fool. i think i'm a lot luckier than many ppl out there. at least i dont have to deal with a much more traumatic event but yet i'll still get upset over things that're not trivial enough. ppl may feel i'm kind of blessed but its all an empty shell...i want to get out
i dont know why you keep staring at me. that isnt going to help anything and fine i think it's time to get over it if you only know how to stare.
i'm sorry... if only things could change
Friday, June 26, 2009
7:30 AM
Book fair rocks!
I'm seriously in love with thrillers but a pity i couldnt spot any by sophie hannah. didnt watch Davinci Code before but the story seems to be more interesting than i expected. haha.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
9:12 PM
its been a damn long time- not since i posted- but since i went shopping hahayups, went to JP to shop with my mum and sis yesterday. girls just love shopping o.O actually i went because i was simply too bored out at home. so my mum and i went there at ard 4, bought movie tickets to Night At The Museum II and shopped in the vicinity. sat at kopitiam for 15 min after that, while waiting for my sis to arrive from smp. well, only bought some pretty rubberbands haha.
smuggled 3 packs of chips into the theatre at 21:15. anw, i dont really understand why many ppl think the previous show, night at the museum did better than the latter. i thought it was damn funny and i loved it man. ben stiller rocks! i like owen wilson too.. and that show's really spiced up my day, didnt regret watching even though i dont understand how that ballooned dog went in the way. it's a museum my dear??! but i liked it though. in the midst of the show, the 3 cupids sang the song "my heart will go on" from titanic. when i first heard it, the immediate response was "did i hear this song before?" lol and i went researching for the lyrics =.= and oh its titanic. i loved this show. even though there were many loopholes in the story which i think was unnecessary and evitable, i still admire the love between the couple.
today, went shopping at lot one. bought a new wallet and stuffs for cookie! my dog yes. applied for vip card at the petloverscentre. haha VIP= very important pet owner. lol i didnt expect thatt my dog was actually excited by the new ball we bought for him. i thought he didnt like balls -.- anw, he was real cute while kicking it round and round and barged into the mirror.
oh yea, i am recently into reading thrillers. alex barclay's novels rock! but the suspense was seriously too much. 'little face' and 'hurting distance' by sophie hannah was nice as well. i'm now addicted to the sequences, making me abandon my homework. oh i'm so sorry...
Sunday, May 31, 2009
7:11 AM
i dont understand why i always have to succumb to distressing arguements with my parents. i bet they can top the list of parents who don't understand their child at all. but can i really blame them? i believe for this situations to happen, i play a part. yea right, sometimes i wonder, did i make the right decision allowing them to imgine who i really am? it's an isolation."i love you, i've loved you all along"
Friday, May 29, 2009
8:23 PM
last day of school sian.afterwards are all days and days of cca, project, competitions and homework. i'm seriously sceptical of any holiday we'll get. sec 3 life... but i bet yr 4, 5 and 6 are even worse
anw, got back results. seems like 4 ppl in 3c got 3.8 haha. 3.7 for me >< blame it on my la and hcl which got a b3 and b4 respectively, i wonder why my chinese has really deproved by a huge gap. shall i try to buck up since my mum keeps insisting how impt it is for the chinese to be proficient in their mother tongue zzz...
but 1 thing i'm happy about. on percentile, bio-98, chem-95. these are my favourite subjt, including math but this time round, i only got an 88 for math due to horrible carelessness and mindlessness. and im shocked mr teo said this:"sirui has an inquisitive mind and is able to grasp physics concepts easily". LOL when did i ever find physics easy to grasp. well, maybe sometimes.. and the last sentence:"sirui has the potential to do exceptionally well in Science and Mathematics in future" haha thanks for that lol. this is really an encouragement in my future endeavours and i'll try to work harder to maintain this grade despite moderations done this time..
Wednesday- CROSS COUNTRY yeay!
ran with shirley, zy, zoenin and meiyu. xh couldnt run due to her leg injury resulted from the cross country training=.= at the start of the race, we were all slacking and attempting to walk throughout but after that, meiyu and i cant put up with the extreme "slowness" in wads supposedly "cross country" lol. and we decided to spar each other as an act of encouragement to run. haha. we were on par initially but after that we lost each other... and i ran myself sigh. finally after the race, i went to get some milo with meiyu when i found her along the race track. moments later, while we were enjoying milo, mr ong came by and asked us to leave, saying he'd tell the vendor to close down later and stop giving milo... lucky for us, we had out share :)
and shirley disappeared too so i stuck with zoenin in the gryphon area while shirley and zy strolled by. the four of us than sat tgt throughout the whole prize presentation. shirley and i played with grass out of boredom and zy znd zoenin went chatting. i bet its abt wu yue tian! hmph, cant stand it. they often neglect me bcos of wu yue tian =.= whats so interesting, i just dont understand. they do not have superb voices like leona, neither are they as handsome as shayne ward haha. they're also not as cool as the BSB. maybe its just my preference...
in the moment of bliss, i hope all maintains their value =)
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
6:45 PM
below is a spam of emo entrydidnt feel like posting initially but after visiting xh's blog...
I'm sorry, i know i may have let you'll down by kind of neglecting you'll?
but it wasnt intentional. to self-reflect:
yea right, ive high expectations and want to do well in almost evrything (except languages :/) but this is a motivation for myself to pursue my ambitions bravely
but simultaneously, ive also been pondering on the way ive handled relationships. it may be my fault, but sometimes i just wish to be on my own for a while to sort things out, not that i deliberately neglect my friends.
so sorry if youve ever felt offended by my "momentary isolation" or u can call that mood swings ba.
and i wish i can return to my original self too! i hope i can continue to crap much with my wonderful friends, balancing both studies and relationship-manangement.
anw, isnt it nice for me to go out with zy, xh and shirley again? it's rare that i attend outings etc but not really because of studies or anything, hope you may understand. you just need to know no matter how far we have separated, i still love you all. we're forever best of friends! =) (and i'm touched by xh's post haha)
and i dont really want to speak or blame my parents for anything. i know that many misunderstandings have emerged between me and my family so they have their reasons for doing whatever they are doing. and for me, it isnt an extremely bad idea too. i've learnt to accept whats going on in reality and doubt i'd do anything to change that. the wounds have healed but the scars are still there so whats the point in me turning back time. now, i think there'll nvr be a chance for my parents to really understand or appreciate me. sigh i can literally say i'm dead towards them...